5.27.2008

I need you here tonight, just like the ocean need the waves.

10:01 am.

Hey people, I'm in library now. Huh? Cut class? Me? No, no... I have a free chemistry lesson. My teacher, Ibu Laura, is currently away to Chiang Mai with the year 8 kids for the whole week from Sunday so yes, I have no chemistry this week. Well I do, but it's for the HL student only, since I'm an SL student then it's a free-e-e-e-e time for moi! Hihi :D

I'm currently downloading a tons of songs of Paramore from limewire, heeeeeyyyy the internet speed is (L)

But dang it, now the speed is slowing down to errr 0-7KB/s, *sigh* :'( (PEOPLE, stop using the internet and let me have my chance! *whes, ngamuk*)

I'm bored, I'm bored, I'm bored, I'm bored!

OHH OHH OHH!!
To my lovely beloved boooooyfreeeeeeng (haha!), HAPPY 5th MONTH ANNIVERSARY BYYYYYYYY ♥♥♥♥♥

My wishes for us are:
  1. we can be together like this as long as possible,
  2. no more fighting over stupid and silly things,
  3. none of us betrays each other aka be loyal *winks*,
  4. you can live next to me in Singapore when I (hopefully) moved to Malaysia.
AMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN182x :)

7:08 PM.

I have this EE meeting today in A21, that makes me go home a bit late. Nyah.
I'm bored, AGAIN, yes... bored bored bored.
Audi is currently working on his assignments that is due on Friday, haha, good luck by! :)
I'm currently doing nothing, I supposedly doing my Biology homework from Biozone, but I'm too lazy. Shit! I hate myself now, seriously. I used to be so in love with biology, but now... thanks to LIAM HAMMER aka JENGGOT KAMBING I seriously dislikes biology. No, not the subject itself but the way that the whole topics were becoming the most boring topics ever, period.

Guess what, before this sentence I've been writing for 22 minutes (IMAGINE HOW LONG MY BLOG WOULD'VE BEEN?) and all of the sudden, the stupid me created a FATAL mistake, I pressed the ctrl+z and DENG-DENG! There goes my 22 minutes worth writings. Below this, I've written ANOTHER sentenceSSSS *sigh182x*.

Okay, gue jadi lupa loh gue nulis apa tadi habis that sentence, FUCK!

Yes, so anyway, biology is one of my favorite subject back then, before liam came and makes me dislikes it! tje fuk. Since I'm a little brat, my intention is to become a doctor, to be able to help the society (yes, I know that sounds so gombal, so apa lah terserah elo, but seriously... I wanna be a doctor just to be able to help those poor people who can't afford to pay for their medical).

Oh, and about the whole I'm-quitting-school thing, still remember it? (if you don't, then I recommend you to read my previous blogs to help you understand what I'm going to say to you, so it won't be a jargon) I've discussed it agin with my mom, at first she doesn't look that happy to accept the fact that I've seriously lost my interest in continuing school and becoming a doctor. Cause my mom knows me, I have never change my mind on becoming a doctor since I was a little brat (no kidding, less than 5 years old!). But all of the sudden, I've changed my mind, totally changed it.

I cried, literally. I just can't accept the fact that reality sometimes don't go as what we've planned earlier, back when we were kids. It's hurting my heart, literally. I have never have the intention on taking graphic design as my major, even the idea was never come across my mind, not even twice (kidding, once)! Can you imagine how hurt I am now?

Hmm, I think I've lost my mood on writing a blog because of the schtoopid accident, *sigh*.
Okay then, I'll write another blog asap, see ya! :)

____________________________

Am I alone in this?
Never a night where
I can sleep myself till day
We must try to figure it out
Figure it out
It won't be that easy
We lost it somehow

You come over unannounced
Silence broken by
Your voice in the dark
I need you here, tonight
Just like the ocean
Needs the waves

Oh, the night becomes the
Space thats somewhere inbetween
What I feel and what I'm told
Sitting on the shoreline
Trying to figure it out
Figure it out
To find out the meaning
And reach it somehow

You come over unannounced
Silence broken by
Your voice in the dark
I need you here, tonight
Just like the ocean
Needs the waves
Fall around me now, like
Stars that shine
And brigthen the way
I need you here, tonight
Just like this night
Needs the rain

The season has changed, the wind
It moves colder now, colder now
The clouds are raised, the rain
It falls harder now, all around

You come over unannounced
Silence broken by
Your voice in the dark
I need you here, tonight
Just like the ocean
Needs the waves
Fall around me now, like
Stars that shine
And brighten the way
I need you here, tonight
Just like tonight
It needs the rain

Over unannounced
Silence broken by
Your voice in the dark
I need you here, tonight
Just like the ocean
Needs the waves
Just like the stars
That fall around me now

The Ocean by Mae.

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My boyfriend and I once used the title I used for this blog for our MSN nickname, I used the "I need you here tonight," and he used the "justliketheoceanneedsthewaves". Aww, sweet sweet memories when we were still talking on MSN.
:)

♥♪

8 comments:

audi. said...

yeah i know the feeling when you want fast internet and banyak orang yg make heheheh....

happy annie 5 month juga hunn ehhehehe. l uuuuu.

hope all the wishes come true.

meilinda ;] said...

yess, tp td pas di A21 aku kyk download smpe 40KB/s itu sedikit super gila lochzzz..!

l uu too :)

yes yes, amin!

audi. said...

hahah kalo internet public place emang harusnya wajib segitu sih babe. kalo gak bisa2 mampus aja internet keong byk yg make...

:$

amiiinnnnn. hehe.

audi. said...

correction: TWO assignments. haha.


wow, is that time kita udh pdkt or something? (responding to your last pargrph)

meilinda ;] said...

lah? i put an "s" there, can't u see???? huh?

gatau, tp kyk wkt itu aku nulis my part duluan di pm, and then u wrote urs di nick, haha baru hbs itu aku ganti nulisnya di nick. g ngerti deh itu udh pdkt ato blm haha, ga ada beda oi.

audi. said...

oiya. ahhaha. my baddd.

hahaha. yea..old memory, iya gak sih hunn? I still remember how it was waktu itu...

tiap kali dengerin lagu2 dari album barunya Yellowcard aku jd keingt waktu itu...

meilinda ;] said...

GO GO GO GO GOOOOOOOOONN.

yea, aku jg inget yg tb2 lampu rmh aku mati, tp internet msh idup, alhasil aku rela2in pake energi seadanya dr batre laptop cm buat chat sm km! --'

huh? album yellowcard? emg cerita kt ada yellowcard2nya?? i cant/dont remember..

audi. said...

maaf.....

ohya...ahhahah. i remember that too...haha kenapa kamu waktu itu mau rela2in cuma buat chat sama aku? that s like september kan?

nahh. not our story. cuman pas waktu itu aku emang lagi suka dengerin aja YC. so aku jd keinget deh hahaha.