12.23.2008

a lil' break down.

I just dropped a few tears when I read my old posts, shit. Gw gatau kenapa tapi tiba2 belakangan ini gue ngerasa kangen sama dia lagi, padahal jauh sblm gw sadar ttg itu I am fine with our situation. Superb fine! Dan sekarang, tiba2 aja gue menitikan tetes air mata lagi cuma karena mengingat masa lalu kita berdua. Sialnya tadi pas gw ngebaca blog post gw yg lama, lagu dr iTunes lagi ngepas banget lagu mellow haha sial abis! Jd tambah kenceng aja netesnya, untung aja gue ga nangis cm netesin beberapa tear drops aja. Phew. Gw udah lama banget ga nangis, udah hampir sebulan lebih deh kayaknya. Hmm, can't remember when was the last time I cried or even drop a tear.

I don't think I'll be online for the next 4-5 days, it's just too much for me and I can't handle it. No, not for now.

See you guys early next week!

OH! I'm gonna say Merry (early) Christmas for those who celebrate it!! :D

ToOdles!

xoxo

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